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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:05:15 GMT
June is busting out all over! where has this year gone? We have had mostly rain so far, sun has hardlly shone! Its been a unpredictable one so far I can honestly say! I often go to sleep thinking "whats tomorrow going to bring my way?"
We wake up every morning and know what we are going to do, But every so often life starts to throw surprise days at you! Tomorrow will be one of the most different ones, I'm meeting an old friend! 40 years to catch up on, I'll probably drive him around the bend!!
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:06:57 GMT
Summer has arrived and we are all far to hot! will we cope in the sun? I know I will not! The days are long, the sunsets amazing and bright, Darkness goes on for ever its far too muggy to sleep through the night!
So then if we do not sleep we have all night to think! You seem to sort out in your mind and sleep becomes a blink! How do I deal with this? how do I deal with that? Do I speak my true feelings although I'll feel a prat?
Destiny is already decided what we have in store, But that dont stop us wondering and thinking even more, Sometimes, somehow a sybolic sign to us is sent, but will we recognise it for what it is meant?
Do dreams sometimes tell us more than we realise they do, Is there someone out there trying to tell something to you? We feed our dreams with thoughts when we can not get to sleep, Some things come to the surface that are usually buried deep!
So be alert at all times even in your dreams, cuz answers lie there for all of us it seems. Fate plays a hand in our lives & everything we do, Of that im more certain than ever! How about you??
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:08:01 GMT
Psychologists compare nature verses nurture in a very big way! But does real love and just fantasy feeling get compared the same way? If somone offered you lots of money, a big house, holidays in the sun, Would you run to them or chersih the love of a very special one?
I could not just turn on my feelings and jump into anyones bed, It would have to be the right one, the one I cant get out of me head! Lifes unpredictable,Yes!! lifes such a bitch, But if you have true love in your life then your richer than rich!!
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:09:03 GMT
What a rainy 24 hours it has been, more than in the last month we have seen, Its gone nice n cool now perhaps ill sleep tonight! Thats if I clear me head and dont get so uptight!
You win some you lose some its very true, But dont know how ill cope I feel so blue! Perhaps things will change only time will tell, Untill then I'm going back in my very strong clam shell!
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:10:26 GMT
I think destiny has decided as far as love goes I have had my lot! Although lots of feeling have streamed back with emotions I had forgot! But its no good when its only one of you that feels that you are in love! Each night I pay and ask for a signal and true guidance from above.
But perhaps now is the time to be very very strong, Perhaps I have left it far to long? The ignorance and other things should have made me aware, There are just not the felings in him that I have got there!
I need to pull myself together, I need to get him off my mind, I think for him that would be best and very kind, Its time to stand back , time to admit that I need to let go? I'll never hold tight or receive that loving kiss! I have to let go!!
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:12:31 GMT
somewhere over the rainbow right at the other end, We hope to find our true love that will never end. The scarecrow, he did not have a brain, He could never remember aanyones name! The tin man did not have a heart, now that for anyone aint a good start! The Lion his courage he found hard to find, but then realised it was all in his mind! Now Dorothy she had special shoes that were red, They done much more than was ever said ! Lifes like these characters a lot of the time Its not always full of fun,never always fine But I believe we do sometimes go into overload and we have to find our way back to that yellow brick road! Find your rainbow and ask for help from above, wear your red shoes, the'll take you to your true love!!
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:14:34 GMT
Well fictional poems have gone, I have found my true love, and I know we have had loads of help from someone above, I said in another poem 40 years was a very long time, but the love that was buried has survived , both his and mine.
To know what each other wants, to know how each other does feel, makes you realise your best friends, soul mates, love so real. Theres a few months ahead that are going to be quite hard ahead, but it ull be worth it when we wake up as man and wife in the same bed.
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 11, 2006 22:22:27 GMT
The last 11 poems I have posted tonight have been composed since April of this year, confusion, stress, love, hurt, decisions I have fealt and suffered them and writing all of theses have helped me keep control in a way. The last 20 years have been spent in an empty relationship, stuck in a rut, living under the same roof with someone that would have benifited as much as I if set free from a marriage going no where. At last half way through my Divorce I think I can see a glimmer of light somewhere at the end of a very long stressfull tunnel...heres hoping.. ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)
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Post by mysterymermaid on Dec 16, 2006 19:30:37 GMT
when love has been waiting, hidden or put on hold, It does not take long to recover and be big and bold! It jumps back once released from its hiding place and grows so quickly at a very rapid pace. It wont stand still for anyone to try and keep it at bay, they would be wasting their time, it doesn't want to play! theres no time to waste its been on hold far too long, Its a shame times been wasted, its a crime, so wrong. But there is no stopping love when its strong and so true, Not the way you love me and the way I love you! everyone has to accept it, we need to be together, this loves of the highest order and will last for ever and ever....... ![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)
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Post by mysterymermaid on Jan 29, 2007 19:54:44 GMT
Its 1.20 am and I can not get to sleep, When I think of time passed I just want to weep! Want to move on and be happy now I have found true love, I want to thank all of those helping me from above.
We become easily satisfied with life as it passes us by, When I think of my past I just want to cry! But now I know theres a lot of happiness ahead, They will be tears of joy in the future I shed.
Have hope and faith and a sprinkling of trust, To believe in God and true love is a must! Be optimistic, look forward take a tip from me! forget material things, the best things in life are free!
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